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The Static

by Strange Cycle

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Every mistake I've ever made is finally going to hit All the drugs I'll never take are drifting in the wind And I see you now with your famous pout As you slip into my sins And I know the town that we're from will surely Sink, not swim I miss those days where I didn't have to worry about a thing But that's just how it works when you're on the brink Of catching a disease because you refuse to change And the water that you drink is tainted with better days Oh my god how I miss those talks that I had with myself And oh my god how I miss those walks that I took by myself I have missed the mark so many times And I ignored it by closing my eyes And now I'm lost in a place I don't know Where my body can't take control
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There's nothing outrageous for as far as I can see I'm stuck in this place where I don't want to be And these dizzying heights may continue to slight me But I feel the freedom that comes with something unique I put on my shoes and I take a walk I don't know where I'm going but I shouldn't be long These feet guide me towards a wonderful scene Where nothing is happening and the sky isn't serene And I sat outside with my friends and me And the music was playing and it was so cold I could see my breath leaving my mouth towards the air I followed it with my eyes hoping it'd take me somewhere I remember that night when I looked at your face Looking so sad in the passenger seat of my car And I held you down with meaningless words And then we stepped back into the meaningless world
3.
I've lost control of the changes I want to make with myself I find it easy to get lost in the ways of someone else And all around me, I hear talking from them And all I want to do is tell it to end I'm desperately lacking control in my body, my mind, and my soul And I need a new body to latch onto, mine is getting real cold And I wish you would let me know what's going on in your life But I won't put forth the effort to find the time And all I need is a little peace of mind And all I ask for is a little piece of your mind
4.
There's a missing piece to the puzzle I don't know where it went I checked the floor and the table And underneath that bench I'll try and call the manufacturer but I don't have the number They may be closed now, they went bankrupt in September I've been trying to find this piece I've been working on this for 16 years I need to see the full picture It'll feel so good, man It's laid out on the table, next to the candle on its stand You said you found the piece and you reached out your hand But it was empty I am an incomplete man
5.
Nothing makes sense anymore I am a face in a crowd of no faces Yet I feel the most faceless Yet I feel the most faceless When people talk about happiness How is it quantified? If you don't want to claw your eyes out Or if you just like taking walks in the rain I walked to a graveyard a few years ago and counted the tombstones Those that were nameless stuck out to me the most But I was missing the point Because I forgot what the other ones looked like One of my fondest memories is laying sober on a couch While my friends sat around and played Twister I was running my hands through my hair and staring at the ceiling And that same year I went to a party And hid in the living room While the people I knew drank and talked I left early These lyrics have lost all sense of structure They're going nowhere I'm writing before I record the instrumental To try and get some poetry out of it But it looks like there won't be any It'll just be
6.
You told me that You told me that you'd let me wait And now I just can't think And now I just can't think You told me that You told me that you'd never hate And now I'm still awake And now I'm still awake They told me that They told me that sleep will help things And now my eyes are dead And now my eyes are dead They told me that They told me that I need to break bread And now I'm out of place And now I'm out of place
7.
Whisper whisper You're so shy Let's just freeze and rewrite time If we did I couldn't think I don't know what to think I'll listen to those whispers on my watch I'll cut off every blister on my watch I'll forgive all the days while on my watch I'll listen to those whispers while you watch And I miss those titles And all those crazy old houses we built so long ago When you were a child And I was much better than I am right now
8.
I guess I wish that we could say Everything we want to say But things just don't work out that way But life just don't work out that way I wish that I could disconnect And hide up in a big oak tree But no one would ever let me And I'd be lost in rambling I wish I could change up my past Become something better than I am But I don't have the time for this But I don't have the time for this And I wish time would just stop for me So I can see the things I want to say But I won't get what I want in life That's just how it is, alright And God works in mysterious ways All he does is take take take And what about little old me? Stuck between two eternities What if time solidified And the fog cleared out in front of my eyes Would I run away like I would think? Would anybody follow me? The last breath that I'll ever take Will be full of heartbreak At least that's what I hope it'll be But I guess we'll just have to wait and see The smell of death lingers in this place All these unwashed hands and murmurings Please just turn off the TV I can't understand the things you see The bodies pile faster now The children they cry louder now Why won't you just let me be? Please just stop these tragedies And yet we all keep living now We're the lucky ones that stand tall and proud Why are we so unhappy? Whatever happened to me?
9.
I had a dream you died last night A murder that no one had seen I had a breakdown and threw it all away And what happened remained to be seen Was it just a dream or a premonition of some other kind? I don't care to know I don't care to find out I'll ignore it all until the next night I never had a dream so vivid It split my mind at the seams I almost want to ignore you I hate to sound so mean And yet I still woke up I got out of bed and walked I put my keys in my car My life began to trod
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Oh, Absalom! 12:31
These are confusing times that we're living in My brain is mush and my body is getting thin All the people around me are losing their heads They'll cradle their souls in substantial beds Why won't you talk to me? Things will work out in the end Why won't I talk to you? Nothing I do ever makes sense Why won't my mind shut up? Something's disconnected Where did the fires burn? The water surrounds us I'll pick up that book that's in my glovebox It was a gift, the ribbon's intact and soft The symbols on the cover are beautiful, are they not? It'll be first in the pile to rot, my God The posters are in the corner They've been there for a year Another gift from another friend A guy you knew for a year (Peach, plum, pear) (You've changed some) And all these words and sounds and thoughts And all of these days and nights and months And all these children and mothers and dogs The waves wash away those late night talks Breathing in and out and in Praying away sin after sin after sin Dying in heart and mind and soul Shut up, the room is getting cold Why won't you talk to me? Things will work out in the end Why won't I talk to you? Nothing I do ever makes sense Why won't our minds sync up? Something's disconnected Where did the fires burn? The water surrounds us
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And this static joy that once felt so right And this static pain that changes from night to night And these static words that come from my brain And my static ways that won't ever change I can't bear the thought of going another day without a single happy face I can't bear the thought of having to stay here while everything around me disappears Will you change your ways Will you change your ways Will you change your ways What if I don't change These are strange times we live in where I'll turn my head and everyone's dead I'm nervous and the lights are bright And the days they pass by me one by one by one by one And I'll never see

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released February 22, 2019

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